No one

Im sitting here once again,
wishing that my life would end,
i have nothing,
no-one left,
i only have one last breath,
the person i like,
thats gone away,
the screaming and fighting i here everyday,
the empty feeling,
the warm wet tear,
seeing everything that i fear,
once again so lonely and lost,
how much will happiness cost,
in trouble with cops,
tripping off drugs,
maybe all she needs is some hugs,
sitting and wishing,
waiting for something right,
but waiting for what theres nothing in sight,
just give up,
theres nothing there,
no cares and this isnt fair,
all i want is to feel alright,
i dont want to cry at night,
everyone i love always goes,
and then im left alone as the story goes,
the stars ive wished on,
the birthday candels too,
but none of them seem to come true,
so maybe thats it,
im ment to be sad,
god doesnt love me so thats just to bad,
maybe its karam for all ive done,
when i was young i had so much fun,
now its over my story is told,
this isnt soething i can just fold.