I Couldnt Help But Cry

Its my first instinct to give u nothing but love.
To show u things that dont just come from above.
To give u everything to make u my world.
I want u back i pray to the lord.
Cause when it hits 3 o\'clock and im still awake.
Cant hear a sound but my hands start to shake.
And when i think about u a tear falls down.
I try to scream out but i dont make a sound.

Things start spinning and it turns into world war three.
And my tears are the bombs and there coming down so hard i can barely see.
And when i think about u there so much to u i wanted to say.
And i try to release all this pain but it comes back more everyday.
And every now and then things start to corrupt..
but i cant forget about u babi ill never give up.

Sometimes in life things start to fall.
and when i cant stand not hearing ur voice i wait around for ur call.
and when u dont another part of me dies.
and all of a sudden tears pour from my eyes.
cause i need u so much i want u to be here.
but losing u was my biggest fear.
And when i did i died inside.
I held in my emotions from everyone i really tried.

When u think of me do u even shed a tear/
And when u think of our memories does ur love for me suddenly appear.
Do u miss me as much as i miss u.
Sometimes do u get a feeling u want me back cause u can hardly make it through.
When u think of my smile do u die inside.
Are u like me and all ur tear from everyone u hide.
when u think of my laugh does ur heart melt.
Have u been through all the thing that ive had to delt.

Think back to the u time u held my hand.
did u feel the warmth and could u barely stand.
Because of me did ur heart beat fast and slow at the same time.
If it did well babi u did the same to mine.
Did u ever lie awake wondering if i still cared.
well the thing is i do and babi ill alway will ill alway be here.

Once in awhile in my mind i see ur smile and again i cry.
When i hear ur laugh It kills me inside.
But i let everything get to me but i havent moved on and im still here holding on and these tears are coming out i tried to hold them in i really tried.
but babi im sorry i tried to stay strong i thought i could but i couldnt help but cry.

Jay Jay
i made this up the other day when me and my g/f broke on friday the 13 but now we are ok but just friends but that aint good enough i wana be more than dat.well comment and rate id really appriciate and ill return da favor lata yall.