Losing count

That night I cried so much
Letting my silver friend dance across my arm
Yes there was pain
But my tears over came it
I lost you that night
As you walked away with my heart
Leaving with him
More then agony I felt
A boy in darkness
His soul in ruins
His heart in two
And as I layed in bed
stareing at my wounds as I bled
I tired counting reasons to hate you
but my feelings are strong and very true
I could feel my love drip down
my body going under
falling deep
so deep I started to drown
I layed there in pieces
could not believe this was real
shattering wounds on my heart
will never heal
love is what I feared
I gave it a shot
Now I die in tears