As I stand here, all alone, but I continue to listen.
To a bleak and cold wind that speaks to me my distressful mission.
And the blood dripping from my wrist seems to glisten on my heart.
Is this the hopeful start of a new founding love?
I want to know, is there a heaven above?
Or am I, losing the faithless feeling of the emotions thats tough?
Or am I, starting to feel this misunderstood feeling of love?
What is this image of bliss that I contain in my eyes?
Is it you, saving me of my spiteful, misleading lies?
I do not know but, I am seemingly longing of your presence.
And I smell a shattering, essence of belonging,
But I`m confused and I`m seem to be sharing a longing.
And I still hold the words of your song in my sane less mind.
Will you be the one who won`t for once leave me behind?
And my tears continue to blind,
but I seem to know the darkness outside.
What side are you on, a love or friend?
Please let me know so I can finally not pretend.
Are you the angel that as a child I asked to the gods to send?
This world has continuously left me crying with betray,
and its the monsters that forever kill my inner child for my look of dismay.
This life has caused me to trust the cutting of the knife.
But with these sentimental words,
will I cause your fear of a feeling to painfully in your ears linger?
Tell me now, at this dreadful moment,
that you`ll move away from the touch of my finger.
If you deny I`ll simply call to the grim singer,
to put me in a endless sleep.
And the ice from my eyes melt causing my soul to weep,
and the blood of my suicide will eternally from my heart leak.
Forgive my weakening being if you don`t, unlike I, desire a relation so new.
But believe me, I`ll make it true.
Will you look into my eyes tonight?
Into my eyes of blue?
And say to me you don`t accept my corrupted question?
Or will you fill my one hope to die in tension?
And when you speak those final words, will you replace me with a girl who carries beauty?
Or will you, take me in, despite the ugliness and chagrin that lays within me?
And steal my breaking heart?
Do you feel a love for me? Or is our friendship to die and you`ll leave me behind,
finally enslaved to the hate I hold inside?
I`m sorry to ask this to your confused face,
I just need to know if my love is but yet a phase,
or is it truly locked away in the safe that is my heart?
I just need something thats worth living for,
or will this become another,
ghost love score?
