You can`t stand to fight her, why?
She`s the one who hung you left for dead,
no love ever send.
Gave you no chance to defend,
you went on living in pretend,
that you were loved and cared for.
But you have yet seen the lie,
held behind your tear struck eyes.
One mistake she breaks into range,
father not listening as you cry for help.
You felt confused, empty.
Only a child who suffered abuse once in a while.
You cant stand to fight,
your greatest fear.
The voices in your head feed you the meal,
of sins and evil.
You hold a knife,
held tight in your hand.
But you don`t understand why you can`t.
She`s beaten,
She`s molested,
and mocked you.