What you did

Another dawn, another day,
so how come i still feel this way?
time passes but the pain won't go away.

they say time heals everything but you know I'm still waiting here.
I haven't moved, on.

They say you just have to pick up the pieces and rebuild your life,
little do they know that you took the pieces with you.
I gave myself to you.
You took what you could get,
and left nothing behind for me.

friendship is supposed to be a two way thing,
we were never really friends,
you just liked to pretend.

Our relationship never worked both ways,
I gave and you took.
You were out to break me, but i couldn't see it till it was too late.

it may surprise you,
but even yet I cannot hate you,
lord knows I have tried but there is still something pulling me back to you,

you are pure poison,
I will not argue for or defend you,
but somewhere inside of you there must have been something good,
something that made me see the friend in you.

but you went out of your way,
to make me pay for crimes I did not commit!

oh I make up no lies,
you didn't punch or kick,
instead you broke me, from the inside out.

inside my soul would scream and shout,
but those screams are the silent kind,
well to the untrained eye, anyway,
But you made sure I got all the training I needed.

You pushed me to places I never knew existed,
the depths of despair does not even come close.

I was over the edge,
all hope was lost, but,
i guess you didn't bank on an angel being there to break my fall.