Pain

The pain falls as well as the pain
It all comes back when i see your face
my heart races
it all comes back when i locked my eyes with yours
i told you how i felt
i prayed that you felt the same
i knew that it came out kinda lame but your response SILENCE
at first it scared me
than it took my breath away
i never before had been so ashamed of feelings before
but then it came your biggest sin.
you ran...
you ran way from me...
away from our friendship...
i haven't seen you since then
yet when i see you you act as if nothing ever happened.
why.. why
why.. do you treat me like this this way/ I just want you to say that you feel the same way...
If you only knew how much courage it took.
The BALLS
all that i said was as true as I am standing here feeling hurt.
If you only knew how much it burned to see the back of your head after opening my heart
all that i can and will say to you as i stand here and cry this single tear is ...
DAMN
DAMN YOUR FEARS,
DAMN YOUR FEELINGS,
BUT MOST OF ALL,
DAMN YOU!!!!