Lost & Hope

I\'m lost

I feel alone

I've be thrown in this black hole of confusion and darkness

And right now there's no way out

I don't know left from right

Up from down

I'm just floating not knowing what's next to come

Will I die like this

Alone

At first it felt like life was just throwing me these curveballs to test me

But know it feels like I'm just meant to die alone

Day by day it gets worst

Those I want don't want me back

Those who want me can't have me because of circumstances

I'm always playing the bench

Just someone who's there just in case something goes wrong

Is that the reason I've been put on this Earth?

As much as I don't want to believe that

It Is What It Is

Maybe things will change

Maybe they won't

But one thing is for sure

I won't give up hope

It's the only thing that has kept me going all these years