In The Depth Of Night, With An Iron Blade

I'm living in isolation
Banned from negotiation
I watch them join in commemoration
Speaking of problems at the station

Some days I feel like it's just me
That these nightmares are memory
But somehow it seems that I'm not free
I guess the pain will always be

I never knew what I could do
Until all I could hurt was you
I wish the truth was never true
For now my hatred comes down to two
Me and you

No one can know the price I've paid
In the depth of night, with an iron blade
So let me pick up the mess I've made
Open up the curtains, let in the shade

I look to you and your chest is heaving
You look to me, your eyes are seething
How can it be that you're still bleeding?
I leave the room before you stop breathing

My hands are covered in crimson red
I'm wondering if you're already dead
There are so many things I could have said
So many things went through my head

But I chose to end it all instead...