THE ST0RY 0F MY LiFE

Sure you"ve seen me smile
but did you know they were fake?
deep down inside me
are mistakes i continue to make

i"ve crossed the line and now im a mess
i was never happy so there i confess
another day has passed me by
and yes god i still want to die

you cant tell me i"ve held it inside
just lift up my sleve and that"ll explain why
i open the bottle and pour some more
while i close the door and sprawl on the floor

too much vodka and pills in one night
i pack up my life and hold on to it tight

but then again tomorrow came its way
time to live another worthless day
you still seem to think im fine
you"ve just never seen the real soul of mine

i pack my bags and head for the door
hoping to never see you anymore
2 hours later and im running from the cops
this fckued up bull shti just never seeme to stop

i tell them its my life i"ll do what i want to
you cant chase after me anymore theres nothing you can do

i press the razor blade against my skin
and there i just marked another sin
so i hope you know this shti ill never regret
cuz every mark reminds me of something ill never forget