Always hidden by the shadows,
Always lost in my dreams,
Nothing seems real anymore,
I hide my face from the outside world,
Hoping to stay invisible,
The love i once had pushed away,
The feelings i thought i knew confused,
My life a mess always and forever,
The days all blending into one,
Never smiling,
Always hiding,
The knife lying there tempting me,
Ending my life the only way of recovery,
The temptation growing.
My mind escaping me,
Slipping away leaving me for dead.