It seems like I can't do anything right
It seems that everything is all my fault
I believe that I could trust someone
And when I do,
It just blows up in my face
And then I'm back at square one once again
I then sit here in my room
Crying and wondering
What I did wrong
And what's wrong with me
Why can't someone just love me?
So what I'm going to have a kid
But for you not to like me or
Want to be with me because of that
That's just plain stupid
It shouldn't matter what I have or don't have.
I feel like shit
I feel un-loved
Like I'm just yesterdays garbage
I just want to be happy
I want to smile all day for no reason
But the smile everyone sees now
Is just an act
Its not for real
If you only knew
How I truly felt inside
You would be amazed
That I could put on such an act
It would be like I was up for a Grammy
I know I should be happy
I mean come on I have a baby on the way
Yea I'm happy about that
But in all other parts of my life
To be honest I'm not
I'm tired of being used
Walked all over like I'm just a welcome matt
I'm not going to take it any longer
I can't stand to be hurt anymore
There's going to be a change
There's going to be a new me
I'm not going to take this
Bullshit anymore
I promise you
That one day I will be happy again
