My End Is Now a Tangible Spawn

Not too great haha. I wrote it in school one day during my study period. Just comment and tell me what you think, and how I can improve.

These thoughts of dying fill my mind
and now it's too late, to look back behind
the chance for stopping now has passed
now I don't know, just how long I'll last

I passed that barrier of doubt
I'm not stopping, even if you shout
My mind is made up, I have decided
you should accept, and just not fight it

My life is done, my death soon
no one but you, dreading my doom
just relax, and forget about me
ignorance is the better way to be

My death is now truly inevitable
it isn't that hard, I'm forgettable
the time for living has come and gone
my end is now a tangible spawn

I can feel the time coming soon
like the rising glare of a full moon
bared in its stark truth and reality
chaos is coming, in all its calamity

Hammers pound the inside of my brain
life is an endless game, full of eternal pain
bottomless pits of torment and hate
these are the places, of my own fate

I see this now through my bloodshot eyes
as realization comes, I see through the lies
I'm destined for a path like this one
and as my eyes close, my life is done.