Sometimes

Sometimes

Sometimes it's so difficult to understand what needs to happen in my life
Sometimes I just don't know how to be a good person or wife
Sometimes I just wish I could stop thinking and do as I am told
Sometimes I wish I weren't so outspoken and bold
Sometimes it's so easy for me to lust instead of love
Sometimes I wish that I could find the perfect person from above
Sometimes I make the same mistakes I should have learned by
Sometimes I wish there were more stars to wish on in the night sky
Sometimes I lose control and don't know if I am going or coming
Sometimes I forget through the sex, who I am suppose to be loving
Sometimes I forget that life goes on after a man
Sometimes I forget that nothing is written in the sand
Sometimes I forget what starts has a definite end
Sometimes I forget that no matter what I do, I will never win