Scribbles

You know that one girl
She's everywhere you go
The one nobody ever notices

The one girl that everyone passes by
She doesn't feel like living anymore
Why you ask? Because nobody cares

She's lost and confused all the time
She's in love and feels ignored
She goes to school and only wants to die

She stays on her computer all day
Typing up these poems for you
Knowing you won't care to read them

She knows the message is lost to all
She's the only one who can understand
But it's too late now, isn't it?

She wants to take her life away
She loves her boyfriend with all her heart
But she doesn't want to hurt him anymore

She loves her family too
Yet, she knows they can get on without her
Nobody else matters to that sad girl

She hates her school more than anything
Just one teacher did all the damage
She was happy again, all until he came along

She's scared to go to school
She doesn't want to deal with him
He only makes her feel unwanted

Then when she gets home it's just as bad
She gets on her computer and starts
It's her sad little life right there

What makes it worse then all
Is when she sees him sign off
She missed him as she always does

When she does talk to him
She hears of his hurt and wants to stop it
She prays to God to take his pain

She would do whatever it takes for him
But he still seems unhappy
She prays for him to find real love

She knows she's not good enough
Why would she be anyway?
It's not like she has anything to give

Just taking up space and air
Nothing important about this girl
The broken girl, hiding alone