I've missed out on so much in my life.
A loving sister taken from me before Ihad chance to know you.
My nan, taken when I was only 16,
Causing me to rebel against me life,
You left me and I never cried,
Maybe I'm the heartless one,
I still can't cry and I dont know why,
I loved you there is no denying that,
My Grandad, the one person I truley loved in the world,
Taken just before Christmas,
You held on for so long,
I held your hand as you took your last breaths,
It was so hard to do,
But Icouldn't let you go,
But you left me,
All I wanted was to give you happiness,
A great Grandchild that you could love as much as I love you,
But I cant and I feel cheated,
I'd give anything to have at least one of you here,
Im so scared,
Mom and Dad have moved,
Im all alone,
I'd do anything to be there with you,
Please come get me,
Take me away from this pain,
I dont want to feel anything again.
