Untold Love

I loved you so much it hurt,
But I never told you.
You were always there when I needed you,
But where was I when you needed me most?
You always whispered your feelings to me,
But why did I keep quite,
I could never express myself like you could,
But as I lie over your lifeless body it all comes out.
You never wanted to hurt me,
But I am in more pain than you could imagine.
You would die for me,
But I never thought you would have to.
You tried to save me,
But you made my fate worse.
You jumped in front of the bullet,
But now the gun is too close.
You wanted us to be together forever,
That is one thing I can do for you......