Nothing now

IM nothing now

Only a giant peice of mass thats taking up too much space

each night I\'d forget with a hand full of pills and a wine cooler case

I was getting better in recovery from many things for quite sometime.

but now I\'m back, worse than ever thanks to all her \"promises\" and her lies

My so-called friend, she did this to me, how could she ever be so cold?

Pretending to care and listening to every secret that I ever told.

I guess none of it matters now, all of my deadly secrets got out.

No matter how much he loved me, my word he\'ll always doubt.

She tried to be his but he played her like a game.

We are back together now and we\'ll never be the same.

I\'m trying to earn his trust from now on I\'ll always be true.

each day I say how much he means to me but He has to force an \"I love you too\"

and everymorning I wake up not knowing if today\'s the day we\'ll end

all because I trusted her, \"my friend\" But I Garantee I won\'t do that again.

[oh and yes holly thats about you. ]