I thought I had him once, I thought I had him close
But then I learned to trust him, and then I let him go
Now I'm standing here, oh I hate this place
with my tears, running down my face
I lie there, crying on your grave
How could you leave me, now I can't be saved
As I lay there, the rain starts to fall
I once had you, but now i've lost it all
I tried to face the world, but I fainted
I got back up and then I felt tainted
I just cant leave you behind, in my heart
Cause, I love you and without you my world has fallen apart
I sit there, staring at your grave
Hating myself, for you could not be saved
As I sit there, I wonder why
Your not here, why you had to die!!
I've got to find the strength, to be strong
Got to get up on my feet, and move on
I've got to find the courage, to learn to love again
Not learn to forget, Cause I will always love him
I stand there, walking past your grave
Im trying to move on, to live out my days
As I am walking, through the cemetary
I take a deep breath, and then I release
