Closing the gate on my sister

The damage is done
For this isnt all that fun
Everything has happened
Everything is done

The pain i caused you
Is pain i regret
Im sorry sister
I hope this poem, you get

If tomarow never comes
I hope you dont feel hate
Cause im sorry that i screwed up
Im sorry if death may be my fate

I can tell you now it wont be today
Ive decided i will live life for now
I wanna live to see you
I wanna be there and help you

Im sorry I cant make your life great
Im sorry I guess im just like bate
Getting the good to go to bad
And im sorry if it is me who you hate

My sister, im sorry
I hope its not too late
I love you in sorrow
And im sorry i closed the gate

My arm is wrapped
Im sorry to say
But there is always a place for u
If u wanna come and stay

My heart is tearing
What can i say?
Here im just drowning
Where i lay
Tears are coming uncontrolably
And i cant stop them now
The mirror is a lie
Is this who i really hate?

So i\'m sorry for all the troubles
And everything together
Nothings been going all that great

When you got mad
I had just got dumped
When i got dumped
I had just seen my friend with a blade to her wrist
When i saw her I jumped
I jumped to my room
Started to cry
My day was full of blood
Dripping down
Nothing would be ok
I was planning to die
My friend was too

I know you think im a fake
A fraud
Maybe even a mistake
But sister I love you
Im sorry for closing the gate

Im sorry i left you
There all alone
Crying in pain
I hung up the phone
It was mom there
ANd i hurt with such pain
How could i ever explain?

Shes ill as u know
But now colder then ever
She hurt with a passion
That no one will know

Im sorry i closed in
Im sorry i wanted to give in
Im sorry for the hurt that i caused
Cuz all i tried to do is do my job

The sweatshirt that im wearing
Is much too stained now
But im so sorry if you hate me
And I\'d really like to know

Ya, break ups are hard
But this i couldnt see
Why is it that the one who has the broken heart always is me?
I know u had and maybe even loved Tyree
And guess i was a pain
SO its me u outta blame

The blade to ones wrist
The wrist to ones blade
It doesnt make sence
Is this what life made?

Please dont go away
Cuz i love u so
I really want to say im sorry
My heart is stone cold
Im sorry if its me u hate
Im sorry for closing the gate