Blood coverd knife.

Its been a while now,
Since i last held the knife,
Too long to start again,
To build my hateful strife.

But ts all coming back to me,
The thoughts are coming back!
Now i remember why i wanted to die,
Cos in life all i did was lack.

I Can feel the pain in my heart,
Filling back up inside,
When you told me all of the tears were gone,
I guess it was nothing but lies.

I'm oh so very tempted,
To start over again,
But iv come to far this time,
And you are the one to blaim.

I'm sorry but i have to,
Go back to my old life,
Back to my best friend,
Back to the Blood covered knife.