I feel really confused right now.
There's someone I thought I was close to that let me down.
Why are you treating me this way?
I thought we had something special going on.
When I feel that I can't handle my feelings anymore, I write it all in a format poem.
Like I'm doing right now.
I can't handle these feelings so I have to write them down.
It helps me concentrate on what's true and what's real.
It let's me know how I truly feel.
You know what, I really don't need this right now b/c it's not important.
It might seem important since I'm writing it down, but I'm just trying to catch myself at the end.
I can't believe that I wasted my time with you.
Yes, you heard me.
I said W-A-S-T-I-N-G.
That's how I truly feel right now.
That you let me down.
I just figured out that what I tried to accomplish with you completely banished.
This is the real me.
I write things down to figure out who I am and how I feel about certain people.
Like I'm doing with you.
It hurts to know the truth but I'm ready.
I've been hurt so many times before so it doesn't take much to figure myself out.
I can handle it.
The problem is here: Can You???
