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As tears drip down my face,
I realize what is happening,
The brother i once knew,
Was swept from me by an evil cow,
I'm not allowed to do anything,
And when I'm left on my own with them,
I wish a knife would cut me dead,
On the outside I'm smiling,
But really I'm crying,
And inside I'm defiantly dying,
I feel like I'm invisible,
As the minuets tick by like hours,
I feel like no-one can hear me,
As I spend my days in shadows,
It's like I've never been there,
Talking,
Laughing,
Joking,
Now i see the cow i mistook as someone nice,
Now I see what shes done to my bro,
And i wish it had never happened,
I want to be noticed,
Asked if I'm alright,
I want this nightmare to finally end,
And for me to be able to live as i used to,
Without knowing deep inside,
My bro is being turned more evil,
As every minuet ticks slowly by.