Mother why do you always compare me to her?
Farther why do you always make me look stupid when you know i am not?
I am tired of being compared to my sister no matter how much i love her.
It eats me up how much you take me for granted.
I shut it away to keep it inside me
i don't want the pain and anger to be unleashed.
because the angry screams of my heart would deafen you.
i may be the mistake child but it doesn't make me forgotten.
My wrists remain un cut for now
but i don't know how much more of my life i can take.
