Do I really Love you?

I thought I used to love you
Now I'm not so sure
Ever since I met another guy
Something was different
As if it were all so wrong

What I was doing with him
I wouldn't call it cheating
I broke up with you before anything real happened
You were getting old and on my nerves
You were so boring
We had nothing to talk about
This guy came and blew me off my feet
That's when I knew we weren't meant to be

Sometimes the one you think you love doesn't love you
Whether or not it's meant to be torture, who knows
Now I know how others might feel about me
When I still love them, but they don't love me

How would one know what love was
Cause he was nothing really special
I don't regret breaking up with you
It may have hurt you
But later would've hurt you more
At least I didn't ignore you
That would've been worse

You were walking
And talking
With a stunning chic
But I didn't feel
Jealous
Just as if...
We weren't meant to be

You love me
I hate you
I'm your world
But you're my graveyard
You protect me
I try and hurt you

We might have had something going
Now I don't know why
It must have been part of a fling
Cuz I don't know if it ever felt right
When you kissed me
I didn't feel weak
I felt as if it was just something sweet

I feel a rage towards you
For taking control of me for so long
When in the end
There was nothing special
You were just another guy
Who happened to catch my attention
Not for long, but it was fun while it lasted
Now it\'s over
And time to say goodbye