My Shadow

My shadow why does it follow me
my hated shadow,like the deathwish i so badly want
why wont you go away
maybe i should,no
no more stop!stop this my,head the endless voices!
someone help me
but no one can help me
i can only help myself
maybe the blade in my hand will stop the pain
as the blade runs across my wrist
i see my blood turn black and i wonder
will my shadow follow me in death?