Funny?

Its funny how one minute youre perfectley
content with your life.....
and the next thing you know...
you're world came crashing down right in front of you.
Funny how the world can be so
blind to all your pain, even if you are screaming on
the inside. Funny how you thought pain *WASNT*
inevitable...and that YOU were *invincible*. Funny how
what we think we know a hell of a lot about, are the
things we know the least of. Funny how you can be
so happy and sad at the same time. Its funny
how you can be so empty yet so
complete at the same time.
Are you laughing yet?
Cuz its still funny that
your little picture
perfect world
suddenly fills with
{crimson regret}
and your left by yourself...all alone.
Funny how at your lowest times, no one is there.
And yet again, youve got to pick yourself up.
but this time, its far beyond rock bottom.
Youve got to mend your own heart
and dry your own tears.
Funny how the one person you never thought
would make you cry...does. And then what?
Admit you were wrong? I cant. I wont.
And I never will. And yet, its
still funny that the
one person who you never
thought would
cause you pain, causes your inevitable
[Downfall...]
causes your heart to shatter in more
pieces then
fixable. causes you to cry so much that it hurts to
breathe. Causes pain from the deep depths of
your soul to your broken mind. Causes every
inch of your body to miss him so much you
cant explain it.Funny how you
said youve done enough crying,
and the minute you open your eyes..the
tears pour down like an
unstoppable storm. Funny how while
on cloud 9, we forget to remember that clouds are infact,
*Temporary*.
Isnt it funny....
How, though you wont admit it, you always
had lingerin doubts in your mind as to if (you)
would work out. If (your) relationship
was going to last? Isnt it funny how you
said you wouldnt get attachted again, but you did.
Then, like a baby being ripped from its mother,
you are ripped apart too soon
and from such
sufferage and such heartache and pain, youd
rather just die. Funny how
you wont admit
you cry yourself to sleep. Its funny
how you say youre fine, but inside,
you have never been so torn up. Funny isnt it?
I hope youre laughing.
Cause its pretty damn funny.
Funny because I am SO
{NAIVE}
Blind
STUPID
#ignorant#
Heartbroken
But most of all...
I am HURT
On the inside and out
And whats worse...
is that ^THIS^ time...
I cant even help *myself*

(SOMEONE)......Help.