Wat Happened?

We resolved our 'falling out'
Believe me, it was the hardest thing telling you.
Crying there right in front of you, telling you what was wrong.
You, saying that we are now 'close friends'.

Those 2 words, hurt me so much
I felt lost, id lost something, id lost everything.
Sitting there, in the middle of the night
Just you and me, it was perfect
It was like nothing had gone wrong!
Until you kept asking me that same question..
'Whats wrong?'

'Nothing' 'Yes, there is.. you're a bad liar'
'I no' 'Tell me whats wrong' 'No, theres nothing 2 tell'
'Please tell me' 'You'll be too drunk to even remember'
So you got up and walked in 2 straight lines.

'Now I just walked in 2 straight lines 4 u, tell me whats wrong?'
'I cant' 'If its about me I want 2 no..'
Right there, there was wen I was about 2 burst out in tears
My emotions were high, id already cried that night and
It didnt matter if I did again, but it was in front of you!
I STILL HAVE FEELINGS FOR U
I LOVE YOU!!!

Tell you! I had 2, I couldnt keep it inside me any longer
So there we sat,
Me, in tears telling you everything
You, comforting me as if it would help
If people had seen us, they would have thought of us as lovers
But thats exactly what were not!!!!

We walked away 2gether, your arm around me
As if nothing had changed!
I was happy, we were talking again, but the hard part is
When everyone 2day still asks me how 'you and me' are going?
I honestly donâ??t know what 2 say so I respond by we're over'
They are always shocked, all of them saying they thought we would last a lot longer.

Well you know what???? I swear we could of lasted 4ever!!!

But close friends is all we'll ever be
I cant ask 4 more than that
But every time I look at you
I see things 4 how they used 2 be, not 4 what they are
But now I cant look at you and pretend your not there
Cause we were flying, I swearâ?¦

Yet the truth is that I cant live without you
But living with you, its killing me

Which is why I must let you go, let go of what 'could have been'
Because you, you will never love me how I love you
And the fact that you know is what hurts me the most.