It still feels like a dream. One that I can't awake from.
But not a nightmare, because I don't want to wake.
It scares me that I can feel this way.
And still be friends with you.
Why?
If there was no other guy-
What would happen between you and I?
At times I would give him up if you asked.
But I know you won't, though I don't understand what...
What keeps stopping you, holding you back.
I won't tell him if you give me a sign.
Just one word, and I'll decide.
Choose.
But you don't want to lose.
Me or you, so we stay the same.
Always playing this torturous little game.
Of russian roulette with each others hearts.
So is this whole thing happening to me?
Or is it all just a big dream?
Do you really feel the way
I do?
