Dead to you

I lay down my head as i do everynight and hope that one day your face will quit haunting me. the days go on and somehow the blade that has been gripped in my hand decides to move closer. i tried to get over you but somehow ur face was immune to my mind. so i will permantly decrease my pain and end this all for good. \"today is the day\" i tell myself AGAIN but this time im so weak the words drip from my lips like the blood from my wrist. the whole time i was being faithful u were confused. but its ur turn to feel guilty , so always remeber me this way, like you did all along, because like I am now, i will always be...dead to you