Y DAD Y?

I kant believe dat u chose drinkin over ur children...didnt we ever mean any thing to u?...i never knew how it felt to have a dad by my side...i never knew how it felt to say dad nd actually have sumeone answer me...even though u choose drinkin over ur children i still luv u...b-cuz if it wasnt 4 u i wouldnt be here at all...u never worried about me or my brother or my sister...know u have ur own family... so i heard dat i have 3 new sisters i just hope dat u dnt abanden dem da same way u abanden us ur children...i have suffered alot b-cuz of u...if u just knew how i felt when my birthday passes nd i didnt have u their to say "happy birthday" to me...i cried at night to the fact dat i didnt have u near me...cant u just give up drinkin for once...dnt do it for me do it for urself nd ur health...i wouldnt want ur life 2 end soon b-cuz of ur bad drinkin problems...dad even though u left us i still luv u nd i always will...i hope dat ur 3 new daugthers can enjoy u since i wasnt able 2...ever since my grandma passed away it made me realize how much i really luv u...even though my moms family has tried to put me against u guess wat dey havent accomplished dat nd they never will... just remember dat i luv u no matter wat...nd i hope dat u8 can give up drinkin 4 once...nd like i said dnt do it for us ur children do it 4 ur self nd 4 ur health...b-cuz us ur children really care bout u nd we wouldnt want anything 2 happen 2 u... I LUV U ALOT DAD

10-19-06