I have these thoughts of mines that don't know what to do. I think i need a break from him but is it what i really feel. Thoughts just build up all inside of my head. I don't know whether to tell you them or keep them to myself. Its hard trying to figure out if your thinking the same thing as me. Why can't these thoughts just stop and let me be me. There tearing me up inside because it's something I'm trying to hide. I don't want you to know how i really feel because this pain might soon turn into fear. Fear of loosing you, fear of changing your point-of-view. The fear that i might not get to see you again. Why do i have these thoughts, i just don't know. I need to get rid of them because their controlling me. I don't even know if your apart of me. All i know is that you say you love me. But these thoughts aren't letting me see it. Maybe it's something that's not meant to be.
