Its all the same, just in reverse
Inside out and quite rehearsed
The bridge is the same but its before the verse
My stomach has been hurting but now its worse
My heart is checking in for 'ache'
I am in a dream but I am awake
Dont be scared, my world tends to quake
Dont bother fixing my careless mistakes
It was right before but now its wrong
They say I am weak, but I am strong
Ive been waiting for you all along
But now this wait has gone on for too long
You broke my heart but I dont seem to mind
Cause I keep coming back for it every time
My friend doesnt complain she just whines
Because I dont eat to live, I live to dine
I can write but I am damn sure I cant read
I dont take drugs but I am on speed
My dead cat still hangs on a leash
So Im broken up but I am still one piece
Im lost inside thoughts that dont make sense
Self hatred is alive and makes me tense
The night before some one stole my fence
Now there is no where to hide my lucid distress
Life is a contradiction, so am I
Tomorrow I achieve my licenses to lie
Im sad out of place and ready to cry
But I cant help but to let go and smile
