Beginnings To Ends

Two choices of love or lust,
wondering with which my heart will trust...

Spending an entire life taking these chances,
turning my mind crazy, constantly trancing...

Features that no soul should ever endure,
killing ones heart with a dead end adventure...

Weighing these two choices on experience,
without it, ones choice could cause 'tearance'...

Seeking a life without flaws, but only perfection,
may even though lead to obstacles of temptation...

Last drops of hope and faith on one last try,
if failure arrives, also my last day, for I'll die...

Beginning life wondering what will happen,
wondering so long that its too late, it's already the end....