Hard to keep my eyes open
without the tears running
from the harsh realities of life
settling in on my heart
weighing down my choices of right or wrong
not grasping the fact
that i can still have hope
to get through this day
without going crazy
just losing my mind
holding on to the little bit of air
i need to make it through
putting out my hand for you to hold
me together
before i break loose
before i explode into little pieces
and my soul escapes into the world of heartache and lies
maybe just maybe if i just sit down
and let out a scream
that the next galaxy can hear
i just might feel a little more free
i just might see why the hell im so damn MAD!!
