I Didn't Fall

Now it has become dark.
I've found myself in dirt walls.
I'm in the ground 6 feet.
Why did I let myself fall?

I fell in this trench.
How will I get out?
I am cold and helpless.
I don't know how to scream and shout.

Then I look up,at the dark sky,
and I see your smiling face.
Then I know I didn't fall.
You pushed me into this place.

I don't know what love is.
I always thought you loved me.
But I am always wrong,
because of this you pushed me.

You were the one,that drove me here.
You used me,and abused me.
Now no one will know,
you killed me,so you can't pay the fee.

Now I'm cold and broken,
and because of you I'm torn.
I can't tell them you abused me.
It's a secret that shouldn't be sworn.

You now have your trophy.
The gravestone,with my name,here.
But it's only you that gets this pride,
now you are cursed with a tear....