Left In The Rain

I'm standing here,
alone in my own rain.
The tears are coming down.
The screams escape.

They're taking me,
away from my own soul.
I'm tied in chains.
Being thrown into a hole.

You left me.
Alone in my own grave.
I'm nothing but helpless.
I'm furthest from brave.

They cover me,
with lies,shame,and hate.
I can't see your face.
So in my grave,I wait.

I'm falling.
I know and feel it.
I'm slipping away.
I have to conceal it.

I'm suffocating.
I cannot breathe.
I'm drowning.
Being sucked underneath.

You agreed,and let them,
continue to kill me.
Now I'm slipping away,
into death's sleep.

You left me,in the dark,
in the cold,with a lie.
A lie that you'd be here,
and would never say goodbye.

I was beaten and buried,
with lies,shame,and hate.
Even though they all hated me,
I got to enter heaven's gates.

I will never hate,
the ones that hurt me.
I just hope they realize,
what has been and what could be.