As we kissed I get to thinking will this moment simulate the past. Another love that leaves me lonely with just a photograph. Just a picture pinned to the wall as a reminder to me, To not be so quick to predict how things are going to be, Will this turn out to be another one of those memories
That never got to see the future like convicts sentenced to death penalties
Or could it turn out to be a thing of the past like forgotten enemies
Who knows but I know
It’s so hard these days to let anyone near me, I’m telling them I love them but they can’t seem to hear me, My heart wants love; my mind reflects memories got me teary, I’m battling my self internally for a decision and as you can clearly see, I’m stressing daily, going crazy cause I can’t find the right women for me, When I think I have I’m left alone by myself underneath the sheets, Wishing my pillow wasn’t what it was but a woman beside me, One I can love and adore without the worry of seeing her blindly
Which means seeing her, but not showing all the love inside me, A woman to give all my love and affection to, erase images that remind me, Of the heart break I had to go threw until I finally, Found the one that makes me want try again and put the misery to an end, And take another step into the future to find a smile again.
