Lost you because i was to proud

As I laid there in bed with the thoughts of us running through my head.
I thought about the times we had fun and could hear your laughter but all around me now is emptiness and disaster.
Why did I find it so hard to reach inside my heart to tell you what my feelings were so you could understand why I was saying such bitter words.
The words I said were cause of the pain because u Phil decided I was no longer your babe.
And although I said things so horribly mean really it was my inner self trying to protect me.
You say you have left to be happy yet you tell me you feel lonely
If your so lonely and so scared why not tell me and I will be there
You said you wanted to be free so I put your feelings before me
But if you feel you made a mistake then tell me Phil before its too late
As I fell so crushed and extremely hurt I long to hear just these few words
My Dave I made a big mistake will you take me back because I need you babe
With just these few little words you would change my life for better not for worst
And although you feel you cause me more pain than happiness
How can this be if all I fell now is sadness
And if you choose that with your life you must move on
My love for you will still be strong
But please promise me just one thing
You will now be happy and you again the man I met the man before this spring
And then my Phil this pain I have is worth every ounce to see you as
The Phil I first met and fell in love with the man who brings people such joy and happiness
Then I hope you will see what my little Phil you meant to me