Am i really alive
do i only exist in my mind
its like I'm trapped inside
i cant count how many tears Ive cried
i hate to be alone
where has all the love gone
all thats left is pain and despair
i see the drama everywhere
it would all be better if i died
I'm on the verge of committing suicide
i relive all the things Ive been through
and i still don't understand, what did he do
its been seven years
and yet i still have fears
i hate to see him
but somehow i want to be him
how can he go on
i think it feels too wrong
