Ugly feeling

A feeling that is too strong
i cant hold on for very long
my loss becomes its gain
my life nothing but pain
it fills me full of misery
this thing that clings to me
anger is what i store
beating me down to the core
alway screaming to be free
having to obey its every plee
like hearing the first shots of war
not knowing what I'm in for
in my current state
I'll reveal my only fate
this ugly feeling deep inside
gonna come out from where it hides