I have tried and I have tried ,
Yet these feelings will not leave me.
I have tried and I have tried,
My thoughts clouded as the stormy sea.
Rocking this vessel, it will not capsize.
My mind in dissere with you confusing me.
Aren’t you available to no one but he?
You and him with your handholding, makes me sick beyond belief.
You two and your embracing, forces my eyes shut.
Why am I confused?
And why are my thoughts not clear?
Why do I feel this way about someone unavailable?
Why do I feel this way about anyone?
Could it be luck.
Or in this case , a lack of?
Are you happy with him ?
Really,
Are you?
It is up to you,
The decision is yours.
It was up to you ,
And you have chosen.
I cannot change you ,
And nor do I wish to.
