I am ashamed of myself and i need help.
i denied God for the longest time.
i feel the life he should take is mine.
i feel that i am not worthy,
so i plead as I'm down on my knees.
the reason i denied him,
was because i was scared of my sins.
i need to see it to believe it,
so i have my doubts, but only just a little bit.
if i had proof, i wouldn't have to go threw this loop.
the loop of the never ending questions.
the air in my lungs, the blood in my veins,
it came from the.
so help me see.
if anyone could please help me, i need to believe so i can leave.
leave this earth and have somewhere to go, and have someone to show,show me the bright light and the beautiful sight of my heavenly father...God.
He showed us the way when we were lost
he was bent on saving our souls no matter the cost
his pure love for us flows like the tide
and for it all he was crucified.
Into the bottomless pit he reached in with caring hands
pulled us out and let us stand
upon the solid foundation of this land
yet to us he made no demands.
On so many lost souls he took great pity
shared the bread of life with them freely
still he made no demands
cause he knows very well we're only human.
What he did ask of us was one simple thing
that to him other lost souls we should bring
and tell them about his undiluted love for them
and remind them of the reason he was condemned.
so when you're drowning in fear and despair
don't be ashamed to bend your knees to him in prayers
try to please him in all you do
for his love for us all is infinite and true.
At this very moment let us all lift our hands to him above
and give thanks to him our lord of mercy and love
for he is the king of kings and the god of our creation
through only who we can ever have salvation.
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