Now .

So many times I've tried,
But I just can't do this.
All this trying to forget,
Is just an impossible wish.

All I ever feel is hurt,
Since you're not here anymore.
If I'd known we'd end up like this,
I'd have never walked out the door.

Everything reminds me of you,
Like the wind and the rain.
Can't stop thinking of you,
I don't want to feel this pain.

Every kiss we shared,
You made me feel OK.
But these precious memories,
Will haunt me day to day.

I reminisce of falling asleep,
With my head on your chest.
Back when we loved each other,
And life was just the best.

Remembering all the hand holding,
And the forehead kisses.
These are the kind of things,
That a girl misses.

The words that you said,
They bring tears to my eyes.
Sometimes I wonder,
Was everything just lies?

Those three single words,
You said them with such ease.
Now they've caused heartbreak,
They're like a painful disease.
[c] 2O06 Mindy Huang