Trapped In My Own Heart

I feel like I'm in a trapped box
No lights coming in or out
Surrounded by darkness and sadness
I'm now standing alone with no help
Trembling I fall back on the floor
My legs giving in without my permission
I search for help but unable to find any
No one is coming for me
A familiar feeling I feel in my bones
I've felt this so many times
Now I realized that I can only depend on me
That nobody cares about me
Human nature turns back on you
When you need them the most
That's why I would rather die then feel this pain
My life can never be happy so I give up