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If I commit suicide it will not be to destroy myself, but to put myself back together again. Suicide will be for me only one means of reconquering myself, of brutally invading my being, of anticipation the unpredictable approaches of god. By suicide, I reintroduce my design in nature, I shall for the first time give things the shape of my will.

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