Another day is done

Tonight i sit here alone
friends have left me
loneliness has come
another useless day is done

i cry when I'm alone
smile when I'm not
I'm not as happy as you all thought

my friends and family think I'm OK
but they don't know i hide my sadness everyday
until at night i cry myself to sleep
they dont know how many secrets i can keep

i feel lonely and useless inside
but behind a smile i hide
i hide the pain and suffering i feel
sometimes its to hard to deal

i try to give a hint that I'm not OK
so that someone will realize that I'm feeling this way
but everyone is too busy with their own lives
that they cannot help me with mine

so ill just go on with my day
and feel this way
ill fool everyone
another useless day is done