So very tempted
To take a match
To these walls
And burn them
Down to nothing
Leaving behind
Scorched remains
Of all that I hate
And walk away
With no guilt
Only a free spirit
To make a new life
From the ashes
Of the old world
But all of this
Will never come
If I can't find
The strength inside
To light the fire
That will set flame
To my misery
Until that time
I must live with
This feeling of
Deep confusion