I watched

I watched him turn
and walk away
denying the help
refusing to stay

i watched him cry
and turn his back
stop replying
and letting it lack

i watched him die
inside his head
constand thoughts
a prey to be dead

i no longer watched
as he gave up on me
refusing to love
refusing to see

i lost him that day
as he soared up above
he never beleived
that i was in love