You lie in bed fighting with death
staring with cold eyes and trying to reach out but no one can help you
You would like to scream and shout but you can't
so you just lie and get more powerless day by day
You wonder why they don't help you
why do they let you suffer and leave you alone with this pain
You want to cry but there are no tears
so you just lie there, staring with cold eyes and still trying to reach out but they can't help you
You have lost all your sleep
thinking about death all the time
You are scared to close your eyes
because you know that you won't be able to open them anymore
so you just lie there, staring with cold eyes and trying to reach out with the hope they will help you